Downhill From Here

As the year quickly approaches the end, I am doing what many others are doing... Over-buying, returning, drinking pumpkin spiced everything, trying to finish up certain projects, holding myself accountable and reflecting on the year itself, as a whole. Overall, 2019 was (and still is) a year of selective availability. I was 100 percent available to Jesus and very selective with my availability to everyone and everything else. I also stopped searching for perfect people to enter my life and smack dab in the middle of my non search, God planted perfect people for me to grow with, learn from, and really like. I gained weight and instead of obsessing about it, I bought bigger clothes because i'm 33, curves are good and so is pasta. I let go of the idea that I need to go back to Atlanta at least twice every year to see people because FaceTime is effective and planes travel both ways. You wanna see me? Hop on a flight. I'm tired of being the only bunny. You can hop too!! Lastly, I lived more. I went to more lunches than I would like to admit and I realized that black folks in LA really like Simply Wholesome. Side note.. Simply Wholesome is kinda nasty. Throw the whole menu in the trash and just be a juice bar already!!! Either way, I think this year has taught me too many things to sum up in just one blog post but I will say this: Everything that I asked for, I received and If I asked for it and didn't receive it, God gave me something even better. I've blogged a lot less lately and most of it is because I have dispersed my energy into other things I equally enjoy. I really want to encourage people to reflect on this year starting today. I am sure that this was a tough one for some but cling to the moments that were good. Count it all joy! I'm sooo ready to see what God is about to do next in my life and the lives of others.